Who you are dictates what you see.
A photo of someone you fancy at the moment.
If the world were to end tommorow, what would you do with your remaining time on earth?
I would Spend that time with my daughter and all my loved ones.
On one side is my barbaric, satanic, maniacal, frantic panic….life I feel like god damned me on this planet..but somehow i still manage the anguish…hard to smile around strangers…opening up just opens me up to more dangers…..failure lingers, victory slips thru my fingers…my soul angers…yearning for destruction…learning new construction to contain the burning from the combustion of the pain I have and the thoughts that I actually have nothing….there’s gotta be something….what I need is what I’m wanting…the misery in my genius, was pass down in my genes so it’s just…..I do what I feel, do what I can and do what I must…deplorable lust is apart of my vexation….sidetracked from my destination…detest the nation…my heart aching..born broken so no heart breaking conceived accidentally that’s why I’m always mistaken
In between love and disgust….lies used to gain trust….passion and lust…my infatuation was crushed by not meeting the expectations of my mental masturbation, no explosion, no pleasurable convulsions…repulsion, yet I still can not help but sway in her ocean, swimming to her horizon…..as i’m going she’s arriving….whispers of sweet nothings….she’s so bittersweet but I want her to keep coming….